Saturday, July 08, 2006 @9:59 am
Miracle weekend's been over for more than a week. nearly two weeks already. and i've come to realise how important it is to treat every week like miracle weekend.
went for the 1728 meeting on tuesday.. although i was absolutely tired and was kinda distracted by a loud whisperer (haha) behind me, i managed to catch some of pastor Khong's words. It was true, what he said. The desperation to call, the desperation to look for friends, the desperation that came together with compassion.. all drove the figure of saved friends up. It was that. and as long as we were aiming for 12, it didnt matter if we brought 1 or 2? If we didnt even aim for 12, there wouldn't even be 1 or 2!
We do have to rise up in faith isnt it? It's tiring, but it's for a good cause. Loving Jesus is really wonderful though. He's blessed me in many ways and He's been my pillar of strength. all these make me ashamed of myself of course, for being unfaithful... and speaking of faithfulness.. pastor mentioned the difference between a moment of excitement and true faithfulness. THAT i need to find out more about.
on a separate note, work's been going on fine, folks. God's blessed me with work to do wahahaha. it's good work and i'm enjoying it. I'm at least financially independent now, and growing up... a lot quicker than others, but it's all in His good hands. He's controlling, so i've learnt not to worry so much anymore. Letting Him control my life is so much easier than controlling it on my own. i've no confidence in myself, but i've learnt to put my confidence in Him.. DOnt worry la. He created everything you see around you, surely He can run your life better than you do? no? hahaha.
i'm quite sleepy now, the perks of the morning mcdonalds breakfast sorta kept me alive for 20 mins and then it blew out. i'm growing sleepier and sleepier and as i'm typing on the computer now the screen's growing dimmer and blurrer............
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